I just can’t see

The x’s and o’s

Daily I love u’s

Promises to be here throughout the years

And constant reassurance of his true love

In recent weeks have become my drug

 

I don’t know if I believe it all

I have heard it all before so many times

There’s something there though

Maybe it’s just a phase – just for right now

Still, I would love for it to be real

Instead of what it is – just a blurry dream

 

In the end I hope it works out

His presence gives me life

He is my little get away

The place I can run to and be locked away

Safe and secure from the heartaches of this life

 

I say left

He says right

I say wrong

He says right

He challenges me

To be a better me

 

But I know fully well it might not work out

The way we want it  to

But there’s always a chance that it may

But I just cant see it

Pass …..now

From where I stand today.